Saturday, January 22, 2011

a note to the boy i onced knew..

it has been what, 3 years, since the time we broke up.. things have changed a lot... I mean a lot jud.. minyo naka, then me here in Cebu..

but don't get me wrong.. bcn pa lang maka-ingon kag inlove pa kaau ko sa imu mao ning ako ni gibuhat... it's just that, I had a lot of things jud na gusto nako istorya sa imu.. you know, you were one of the very few jud na nakaila sa ako.. sa imu ra jud ko maka-storya ug tanan2x, even those things na di na importante.. how i missed that.. :( ang ako ex man gud na after sa imu kei layo ra jud kaau sa imu... physically (haha.. okay, I admit! gwapo ra jud ka para sa iya.. usahay ra biya jud pd ko mu-amin na gwapo ka.. no wonder imu asawa kei ma-paranoid.. haha.. kasabot jud ko sa iya gibati.. :P)

funny gani kaau kei after atong pagbulag namu ato niya kei ikaw ra japun ako madumduman na ex nako.. wala jud nitatak sa ako na na-uyab nako xa.. even my family doesn’t knew about sa amu… dili man gud ko proud ato.. it only gives me pain jud ai.. (haha.. senxa na jud ha? Dramaaaaa kau ko.. sabta nalang ko..)

nyweiz.. after that, narealize jud nako how special you have treated me.. imu ko gitreat as a princess, while siya iya ko gitreat as a basura.. you cared for me, while xa he was so busy caring for other people’s business.. di man gani xa mgcge ug txt nako, ni di man gani xa mangumusta kung buhi pa ko.. at first kei nakapangutana jud ko sq self kung naka-feel rba ko ato na murag wa xai paki sq kei imu ko gispoil sa attention, but later part narealize nako na wa jud di jud xai paki sq maski gamay.. the time na nagbulag mi kei iya ko giingnan na he loved someone else.. pangit diay kaau ko? I really felt I was the ugliest girl ever existed ato na time.. sagpa jud kaau to sq, pero wala ko nihilak.. noh? Gikaya nako na dili muhilak ato na time bahalg gitumban na niya akong pride…

hahai.. I was desperate before.. I really wanted to talk with you mga july last year.. pero gikasuk-an kong joe kei nganu daw magsamok2x pako nimu na minyo naman daw ka.. saktu pod nuon xa.. pero here I am, writing this blog..

I missed you, u know.. as in supeeeer… and I won’t ever forget the care na imung gibuhat sq.. cguro kung binuang ratong imu sq, at least pod nafeel nako na special ko.. di parehas ato niya ai.. hahai.. lami lagi kaau ipapatay.. pero joke rah! Hahai.. how I wanted to talk with you before I leave Iligan, pero I think it would be best jud pod nuon na dili nalang jud to avoid na mag-away mu sa imu asawa.. I don’t wanna cause any trouble.. I just want to tell how deeply sorry I was jud for the wrong things na ako nabuhat sa imu.. ako pagka-sobraan ka selosa, sobraan ka paranoid, sobraan ka maldita.. and I am really thankful kei maski gi-inato tika, imu japun ko gi-ampingan… kkkkkkkkaaaaber.. I miss you.. jed won’t ever replace you, bahalag dato xa, bryt pa xa.. you were the one who treated me right.. though naa japun koi gimahayan gamay sato relationship..

Tuod, karemember ka atong naa ka jobee, dyn naa pod ko.. dyn naa si tarko? Huhu… gigawas biya tika ato ai, pero nilakaw naman gud ka.. and everytime mu-ingon si matet na ngkita mu kei masuya jud ko.. nganu sa ila magpakita man ka? Sa ako dili man, ha?? Hehehe…

Sorry kaau ha? I know di naman ni importante sa imu.. I dnt even have the slightest idea why I am telling you all of these stuffs..

I just hope you’re happy na jud.. I am praying jud for you and for your family to be strong no matter what.. take good care of your wife, Karl… take good care of your baby… and of course, take good care of your self too…

I miss you.. I hope I’d be able to see you soon.. J

P.S kabalo ko imu rako kataw-an about sq na-uyab after.. bitaw ui, sayop jud to xa ui.. pirting sayopa.. hahai..